A Proper Goodbye..

I am now just sitting here, on a rainy day, with a broken heart and teary face, typing my final words for you. I think you would know, and you would understand, that this is my comfort place, a place to pour what I have to say.. I am sorry I didn't get a chance to say my proper good bye to you.. It all happened so fast.. Too fast that it seemed like it had been planned that way all along..

I still can't believe that you are gone. You really are gone forever from my life. I know I have lost you the day you introduced us to that gold digger-greedy-ungrateful-unfaithful-free loader woman. But now, I have really lost you, for good. And I can't believe that I actually miss you. I miss you a lot. You have left a hole in my heart, and it hurts. Right now, it hurts so bad. So bad that it made me feels it would be inappropriate for me to plan my biggest day in my life. It hurts more with the fact that, you can't be there. You won't be there on the biggest day of my life. You won't be there with your smiley face watching me marry the love of my life. You won't be there when we pour and serve you our respect cup of tea to you. And the fact that you have been looking forward to it just squeezed my fragile heart.

I am sorry that I haven't been talking much to you. I'm sorry for all the missed bonding time. I'm sorry that the last time we talked, I still nagged you about all the junk food that you ate. I'm sorry that you didn't get to eat the cuttlefish that you asked me to buy home. I'm sorry that you waited too long to see me got married. I'm sorry for all the pain that she caused  you. I'm sorry for all the pain that I caused you. I'm sorry for your pain, that you felt like you had to keep secrets from us.

Thank you for your love. Thank you, for my mama. Thank you, for my sister. Thank you, for being you.

Now you are in better place, you are happy, you are with Our Lord, in peace and no longer suffer.
I will always miss you, and I love you. 

Good bye my guardian angel..

June Photolog

Oh hi!! No, the blog is not dead yet!! At least for now..=p Instagram really has ruined my blogging mood!! Anyho, just gonna update whatever happened in June since I didn't post any entry at all last month!! Pics spam coming through!! =p

Went back to hometown, Medan, with the family..=`)

Pics taken at Changi Airport:

Fluffy Cloud..=`)

The brothers reunited..=`)

The cousins reunited..=`)

Medan's glorious culinary..It's true, I'm not exaggerating!! =p

My favorite "Tak Kasih Enak"

Dessert shopping at La Maison Patisserie.. Love their macarons!! =`)

Lover reunited!! =p

Look at his silly nerd face!! =p

What we brought back to Singapore..=p

A luggage full of instant noodle!!

Enjoy his flight back to Singapore..=p

And then we experience the most dreadful haze ever in Singapore..=`((

Little Kent can't fully enjoy his school holiday coz of the haze. 

He had to stay indoor with air-con all the time otherwise the air was just too hard to breath..=`((

The haze from Changi Airport..

Will update more once I took enough pics!! teehee..=p

Hope you all had a great June!! =`)

more hang out!!

I was in Medan last month so managed to meet my homies!! Haahaha.. these are the few people that even though I rarely meet, but when we do, we still have a lotttt to talk about!! =p

Since my camera felt so bulky to be carried around lately, all below photos are taken using Camera360 app on my phone..=p Pardon me for being such a lazy blogger!!! =p

Met ex-colleagues over pasta at Dome..=`)

I learned a lot from these two back in Rainbow School..=`)

Had breakfast at Pizza Hut with my college buddies, minus my dear Ivanna..=`)

Can you believe Erni (middle) is going to welcome a baby girl next month?? She barely show!!

Can't wait to meet baby Chloe..Ahh.. I love her name!! =`)

My hair looks super crazy nowadays..=.="

Group shot!! =`)

Till the next hang out, ladies..=`)

reunited!!

So my high school bestie, Anggita, came for work trip from Jakarta last March and I just had to met her..=p I haven't seen her for like 8 years and so we set up our little reunion with Ermi too.. Reunited and it felt so good!! =`))

We had our early dinner at Kith Cafe-Park Mall coz we were all like really starving on that day.. Yes, I just had to revisited it again, super love the place!!

The gorgeous Ermi, or as I call her Mimiy, ladies and gentlemen..=`))

With my Anggita..=`)

We all had pasta that day..=`)

Nerds alert!! =p

We shared sinful chocolate cake for dessert..and..

this super yummy coconut sorbet..nyam..=`)

We love the ambiance of Kith Cafe..=`)

and then I went on and on about this Camera 360 photo app the whole evening...=p

I can't stand how cute she is!! =`))

Destalia joined us later that night too..=`))

I had a great time!! Till I see you again, ladies..=`)

Once in a while..

Last January was filled with holidays, hence the free days to had little reunions with friends.. It was fun to be able to laugh out loud over silly things again..=p

Met Hans's mommy, Ms. Oliv and chat over our favorite fruit tarts.. 

She was still preggy last month, but Mama Oliv and Papa Hendra welcomed Baby Hans Oliver last week!! 

Welcome to this sweet, sweet world, Baby Hans..=`))

It was always a pleasure hanging out with Ms. Oliv, I always learn a lot from her..=`))

My cousin Christine and I also had mini reunion with our Junior High School friends, Ermi and Trevina..=`)

We've been friends since 1998!! Gosh, we're old!! =p

It was a fun hang out with us sharing stories from our old school days to local celebrities gossip..teehee..=p

  

Miss Ermi took her cute Holga out to play!! =`)

By the end of the day, my happiness tank was full..=`) Till the next reunion, mates..=`)